Mr.Gein: February 2010

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Deviance

I embrace the darkness within
Forever serve beneath its hand
Horrid thoughts that surface in me
Ceremony bloods command
I will live through this forever
I have done the things you grieve
As you kneel before its evil
Death is here deep inside your

Skinned alive now naked
Terrorized no humanity
Seek salvation from an mia god
Empty vessels chanting for your death

Walk the streets beneath the shadows
Searching for a cryptic bride
Eat alive the conscience I hate
Without pain I watch you die
I will live through this forever
I have done the things you grieve
As you kneel before its evil
My face is the last you'll see

Soaked in blood the mask you wear
Haunting cries the dead scream for me
Staring eyes invoke no guilt
I can taste your mind your lifeless

Face the dead and dying
Feel your life drain
Through your soul
Seek salvation from an mia god
Empty vessels chanting for the dead

Death is yours
Your veins have dried
Staring eyes of glass now empty
Still you speak with lips so cold
In my head I hear you cry

God is dead can't save me
Taking lives with impunity
Resurrection of a deviant Christ
Feeding hate to capacity - deviance

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Today afternoon i went to the big yard in front of Chester Beatty museum in Dublin Castle. My purpose of visit was to see if there is any new exhibition and carry on with some quick figure drawings. The museum was closed so i took a seat on the yard and carried on with drawings and i was also taking few snaps with my cam phone.

Then i noticed this big fat cat walking to me. He jumped on the bench i was sitting on and tried to sneak his head to see what i am doing on the sketch book. i was bit surprised that he's not scared of me. he got himself into a coil and o slept beside me.

I kept going on with my sketching, after 5 minutes the cat woke up and jump on my lap and started to punch my lower abdomen as they do when they fix their bed. he didn' mind me. :s. and again went to sleep on my lap with his head lying on my sketch pad. so there was I trying to understand what's going on with a big fat cat on my lap. few tourists who were passing us turned to us and smiled. and when i told them this is not my cat, they were surprised as well, "oh! it's just a cat from around!>?"

After about 30 minutes the cat finally got up, bite my finger, and in a very BOLD way, he just walk away to another guy who was eating sandwich. i donno what happened over there, but i bet that guy didn' had his sandwich alone.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Overkill 'Killfest 2010' De Pul, Uden.

"And I hold within my hand grains of the golden sand- How few! yet how they creep through my fingers to the deep, while I weep- while I weep! O God! can I not grasp them with a tighter clasp?" ~ Edger Allan Poe.

So i was in Eindhoven, Uden and Amsterdam for the last three days. Sex, Rock and Alcohol all were included in the tour. These three days helped me a lot to fix my aim on what to do next and how to deal with it. I am sensitive. I can't just go on and work like a robot oh no. before i do anything I always have to fight the demon in me.

The Purpose of my visit was Overkill. the show was so full of hate that i had to bask in the light of Necroshine. I was only a few feet away from them, then i drive myself into the moshpit and i fell on the ground for two times, my head still hurts from the hit that i got from an unknown guy, but that's worth being in that madness. the setlist of the show is below: